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I'm a loser and this is why......
I'm in this thing called guard....it's a damn hard fine art. We spin flags, sabres (sword lookin things), rifles, and other props that look spinnable. It also involves a ton of dance and music interpritation. I LOVE IT!!!



Me before...well.... before now.
I'm a military brat baisiclly.....I've moved a ton and lived in odd places....like, Alaska,California, Arizona, Utah, Las Vegas (where I was born), Ohio, Florida, North Carolina, and Venus. But shhhh... that last part yea dont tell any one that looks like there from the government that.

I have one sis... Crystal. We lived together for a long time and hated each other. Now since we don't live together we're best friends.

I live with my mom in FL and Crystal lives with my dad in Ohio where most of my relatives are. (poor her) My dad recently retired from the airforce after 20yrs and my sis is goin to college at Akron University. My mom is a school bus driver (heh...she drives the short bus...*drool*) and I'm scootin' my way along thru high school.

This might answer a few questions you have about me...

Who is...
[Your best friend?]Diana, Crystal, BJ
[The sweetest] Andrea, Vicky
[Funniest?] Diana, BJ
[Who's the nicest to get drunk with?]BJ Crystal
[Who do you wish you knew better?] Diana
[Who affected you the most?] Diana, BJ
[Who are you most glad you met?] Diana BJ
[Any you regret meeting?] Jamie
[Any you'd rather not be friends with?] no but i bet they regret meeting me..... im a loser
[Any you're pretending to be friends with?] not really

Basics:
[Full name] Amanda Lynn
[Who were you named after?] not who but what.... a banjo.....the mandolin
[Screen name(s)] Beyondstars43 and AcidTears43
[Hometown] I live in Gainesville... but its not my home.... St. Cloud is my home
[Location] Fl, the place that is so hot and humid it feels like you are swimming through melty cream cheese

About Yourself:
[Height:] 5'6"
[Hair color] its constantly changing. Recently I had black/blue then pink now back to purple
[Eye Color] grey blue
[Shoe Size] 12.......(im really a man)
[Birthday] 4/3
[Weight at Birth] FAT!
[Status] lonely

Who Is Your:
[Girlfriend boyfriend] BJ (Diana is my mistress... shhh dont tell BJ)
[Worst Enemy] my step-bitch
[Best friend] wasnt this already asked.... well I havent changed my mind.

Do You Have...
[Sisters] 1
[Name(s)] Crystal
[Brothers]0
[Name(s)] Mr. NON-exsistant

Describe Your:
[Personality] im very sarcastic and funny I guess. Im very emotional, and i think too deeply sometimes. Im VERY out going and I would think fun to be around. Im also very good at being a stuborn bitch
[Body] im very fat. I have no boobs unless you count the fat roles on my cheast, and im bald. (I have cancer)
[Home town] ignorant, racists, sexist, dumb, rude, nieve
[Best friend] also very fat but smells. so twice as bad as me. but her nifty tatoo and peircings make up for it.

Your Favorite:
[Color] pink and black
[Teacher] ummm none that i really hate this year, but my fave is deffinatly my guard intsructor (who teaches me to spin so that counts) I LOVE YOU JENN!
[Numbers] 43
[Drink] Dr. Pepper and tea
[Animal] cats and ferrets
[Music Group] Tool, APC, Incubus, KiTTiE, 311, Jasperwal, Parfive (a crappy ska/punk band from Ohio), Pink,(not a group but shes the only decent "POP" artist i like)
[Snack] pickels and pop tarts
[Candy] Twix
[Ice Cream] mint chocolate chip
[Day of The Week] any other than monday
[Holiday] Christmas
[Food] chinese
[Sport] guard!!! (IT IS A SPORT!!)
[Place To Go] thrift store shopping and concerts
[Song lyric] OMG I CANT CHOSE!!! Anything Tool. or APC
[Movie:] Strangeland, The Others, Syble, IT

What Do You Think When You Hear:
[Opposite Sex] ummm well i think "male" because they are my oppisite sex
[Nice looking girl] blah blah blah
[Tight Pants (On Opposite Sex)] hick
[Cheerleaders] DONT get me started
[Blue] the sky
[Orange] my clothes
[Yellow] egg yolks

Have You Ever:
[Shop Lifted] yea.... I stole a cookie once (IM SORRY!)
[Lied To The Cops] yep.......
[Lifted A Birdie To The Cops] if by "lifted a birdie" meaning fippled them off...... then no
If bye"lifted a birdie" you mean threw some kind of a flying animal at their face....yes
[Cursed In Front Of Your Rents] yea it doesnt bother them
[Cursed In Front Of Your Teacher] same thing
[Flunked A Grade] nah
[Skipped A Grade] nah
[Murdered Somebody] no but ive had heavy thoughts on it
[Dated Someone To Make Another Jealous] hmmm.... ::ponder::. No, no evil bitch in me.
[Lost A Close Friend To Death] no but Ive had some horrible ending to friendships befor (HI BILL!)
[Do You Believe In Love At First Sight?]ehhhhhh
[Do You Eat Chicken Fingers With A Fork?] pure ignorance.............
[Do You Sleep with a Ton of Stuffed Animals?] nah but they are wall to wall in my room

Who Do You:
[Tell All Your Secrets to?] Diana, Crystal
[Have The Most Inside Jokes With?] Diana
[Talk To About All Your Problems?] my sis

Pick one:
[Kiss or Hug?] hug
[Being in a good relationship for a short time or a long one thats bad?] short
[SNL or Mad TV?] SNL
[1 or 2 Pillows?] 5
[Bath or Shower?] i have an awesome shower head so....shower
[Chocolate or Vanilla?] chocolate
[Black or White?] im a grey person
[Night or Day?] Night
[Ocean or Lake?] lake

Questions:
[ What show do you wish they would bring back on the air?] Grosse Point....my fave actor starred in that....hes soo sexy
[Is Your Appearance Important To You?] its important for me to like my apperance but not anyone else. hence my wardrobe of thrift store clothes
[Are You Gonna Get Married?] will YOU marry me?
[What College Are You Gonna Go To?] my ultimate dream would to go to Julliard for acting (and dance but have no chance to go for dance) Ill probably end up going to AU (akron U)
[Are You Gonna Have Kids?] i guess
[How Many?] 2
[Boys Names?] cole, nick
[Girls Names?] jolie, telena

More..........
Favorites:

-store? Spooky Boutique, Wal-Mart, and thrift stores
-piece of clothing? my bracelettes
-type of underwear? thong tight see through
-book?The giver
-band? Tool
-singer? god.... MAYNARD
-TV show? Friends
-month? December
-team? Fish
-season? Winter

This or That:

-Soda or pop? soda...pop isnt even a word
-soup or salad? salad
-men or women?men.....prefrably funny
-pants or skirts?ehhh
-flares or boot-cut? HAHAHAHA!!!!
-Dogs or cats?ferrets
-Vegetables or Fruits? veggis
-Giving or receiving?both.
-Cold or hot? cold
-Wet or dry? dry
-Ice cream or sherbet? slushie
-Pepsi or coke?Dr. Pepper
-Summer or winter? winter
-Rain or snow? snow
-Movies or TV shows? Movies
-Outside or in? Inside
-Kmart or Walmart? WALLY WORLD BABY!!!
-Pillow or blanket? both
-Half full or half empty? half
-Busy or lazy?busy

Past loves - - -

-How many exes do you have?i dont even know
-Which ones do you hate? none really
-Which ones can you bear to talk to?most
-Do you usually get dumped? nope.
-Are you a heart breaker?i dont think so
-Ever been used/abused?why of course
-Do you want to get back with any of them? nah
-If so, who and why?n/a
-Do you regret any of them? Yes.

Sex life - - -

-Favorite way to kiss?deep soft kisses not too much tounge.lost of holding
-Where do you put your hands when you make-out?every where.
-Do you like to be playful and flirt? I live off of it
-Are you into the friends with benefits thing?not really
-Do you lead the kiss or do you let your partner?never really noticed
-How many people have you fooled around with?4 i think.... maybe five
-Regrets? one
-Do you like your neck kissed?oh very much
-Your ear?yep
-Do you like hickeys? ehh
-Ever given one? yep
-If so, where? back of neck
-Ever received one?yep
-How far have you gone with a guy/girl? lalalalalala
-What turns you on the most? A sense of humor will have me down on my knees. And the way a guy can hold me can make me melt.

The Future:

-Do you think that you know what you want to do with your life? i think
-What will your degree be in?Drama
-Do you plan to settle down and get married? ehhh
-With who?ehhh
-Have children? Yes
-If so, how many? two
-What will their names be?kid 1 and kid 2
-Will you have pets?of course
-Where will you live?ehh

Random Questions:

-Are you religious? ehh
-What is your religion?ehhh
-Do you plan on waiting to have sex until you are married? hahahaha
-Are you gay?nope (and if i were i would NOT lie)
-Do you cry a lot? ::Sniff::
-What makes you cry? my mom drunk, being with out BJ
-Are you truly happy at this point in your life?yes... I supose
-What makes you happy? being held
-Have you ever loved someone so much it made you cry? yes
-Have you ever been hurt by someone that you loved? uh huh
-Tell me about it?HAHAHA!
-What is your biggest fear?loneliness


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